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You’re Not Alone

-YOUR P.O.V-

After letting my anger out on Tech the nurse politely asked us to leave to let the patient rest. Ahead of me walked the rest of B.A.P. upon seeing my uncle they froze in their steps causing me to walk head first into Zelo’s back. I peeked around him to find two mortified figures of DaeHyun and YongGuk and my uncle…

“Uncle!” I exclaimed as I walked out of Tech’s room. The two guys glanced up at me as my uncle spoke.

“____, are you alright?” Uncle Lee asked with concern in his voice

“Uh… yeah. I’m okay. Why are you here?” I questioned, wiping my eyes with the back on my hand.

My uncles face hardened as he glanced back to the two boys who stood frozen before him.

“I need to talk to you guys.” He said stiffly and with a nod toward Joon, who’s hand was slipped around my shoulder, he headed out of the waiting room into the hall.

B.A.P exchanged nervous glances, some with a form of realization in their faces, and followed my uncle out.

I glanced back to Joon, who giving me an assuring smile and a squeeze nodded his head towards the door. Giving him a quick hug I rushed out of the waiting hall and followed the group of tense guys into the cafeteria where we were sat down for some serious talking.

“You guys missed your schedule…” uncle Lee began after we bought our coffee. All six members looked exhausted as they sipped their drinks. I watched as Zelo wrinkled his nose at the bitter drink and stuck his tongue out in disapproval. Everyone kept their eyes on their cups, not willing to face the intense look of my Uncle.

“The photographer is not pleased to have to reschedule…” uncle continued.

“we had a good reason.” Said YongGuk finally, looking up at my uncle. His eyes trailed to my face for an instant and then retreated back to his cup.

“I hope you boys understand that this sort of behavior will not be tolerated in the future. No matter the circumstance. You signed a contract and you are expected to follow it.” My uncle stated focusing his eyes on me.

“It is my job as a manager to remove any type of distraction… in order to keep you all in check and focused… do you understand?”

Heads shot up. The impact of his words sunk in.

“Manager Lee with all due-“ Bang began.

A hand found mine under the table and squeezed it. I turned my head to see a hard expression form on Himchan’s face and he furrowed his eyebrows.

“Boys this is all for the best…”

“No Manager, ______ is a part of the team now. You can’t make her leave.” Himchan said firmly, squeezing my hand harder.

“I’m afraid that’s not up to you to decide-“

“How is it not. We decide who is an is not in our life do we not? We chose to keep ____ here. She keeps us together. She brings us closer. Besides, were you not the one who brought her here?” YoungJae said firmly, I saw his knuckles turn white as he squeezed his coffee cup.

“Don’t make me regret my decision YoungJae. This might have been a mistake but I can easily fix it.” My uncle shot back firmly.

“We won’t let it happen again Manager. We will work harder. No more distractions. We promise.” YongGuk said after a long pause. His jaw was clenched tight and eyes focused on my uncle.

“I knew you would say that.” Uncle lee looked my way.

“I hope you know that this is as much your fault as theirs, if not more. You can’t put people in jeopardy like that _____.” He said firmly. I felt my face become a mask again as I gazed back at him. Was I a burden to the guys?

“I understand.”

“You can’t be a distraction to them _____. You can’t be selfish like that… you need a job and you need to stand up for yourself.” My uncle pressed.

“I understand.” Was all I could respond with.

“Ever since your parents passed you’ve been like this. Always in trouble. Always ignorant of how others feel.”

“Yes uncle…” I lowered my head, letting the full weight of the words slam down onto my shoulders.

“Don’t distract them like this anymore. What if Tech died today? What if any of the boys got hurt? What if-“ one of the chairs screeched loudly and fell.

My head shot up as someone grabbed onto my arm. I stared at the expressionless JongUp as he forcefully pulled me to my feet and to his side.

“We’re taking her home. Thank you for your time Manager Lee. Good day.” With that harsh statement he dragged me out of the cafeteria and into the street.

No one followed. I let JongUp hastily drag me down the street to the bus station by the arm. He walked quickly and I struggled to keep up. We stood there in silence, JongUp still gripping my arm until the bus came. We got on and sat in the very back in silence.

The silence was stiff and painful. I snuck glances at JongUp’s hard expression as he gazed out the window, forehead pressed against the glass. Out of all the members, he was the last person I expected to act like that towards Uncle. He seemed so quiet most of the time… so shy… I guess I misjudged his character…

“JongUp…” I began but he interrupted me.

“Don’t talk yet… please…” he said and glanced towards me. Pain crossed his eyes and I nodded.

After a few moments I felt his hand slip into my own in my lap.  His fingers interlaced with mine and squeezed.

“why did you let him say that?” he finally asked in a hoarse voice.

“what do you mean?”

“all those rude things he said about your parents passing… why did you let him say them? You have no problem yelling at Bang, why didn’t you defend yourself that time?” I knew he was looking at me now and I couldn’t do the same… instead I stared at the ground as I responded.

“Because… he’s right… what if you guys did get hurt? What if Tech died? It would have been my fault… now you guys are in trouble… and tech is in the hospital… because of me. Because of the way I am… it’s my fault and I cant… deny the truth… I should leave like my uncle said… all I do is distract you guys-“ before I got to finish JongUp surprised me again. He had lifted my head and turned it so I was looking directly at me.

“It’s not your fault… we chose to go and get you because we cared. Tech-hyung chose to protect you because he, too, cares for you. You entered all of our lives and whether you like it or not we are determined to keep you here… so don’t you ever say that it’s your fault. It is your fault fro being some amazing” JongUp smiled and all my thoughts faded. He was kind and somehow it made me feel better. He suddenly became the same JongUp he was before. Shy, he turned away laughing awkwardly. However his hand remained in mine and I took comfort in the contact.

We got off the bus in front of the dorms and headed inside. As I reached for the door JongUp grabbed onto my arm again and spun me around, his expression serious.

“You’re not alone anymore _____. Don’t ever forget that. You have us. B.A.P will always be here to protect you. You don’t have to stand alone anymore. Lean on us.”

He then threw his arms around me and resting his head on mine murmured.

“we are your family now…”

before I could respond, he pulled away and entered the apartment to be greeted by a very excited Zelo. Dazed I followed in.

“_____! JongUp-hyung! Welcome back!” exclaimed Zelo. He stood in the kitchen with my pink apron around his waist, pots steaming on the stove. Beside him stood a frustrated Himchan. He threw a quick smile out way and proceeded to pulling pots off the stove.

“Gosh Zelo! For the amount of time ____ has been here doing all the cooking you suddenly forgot how to?!” he growled.

“Correction, he was never a good cook to begin with.” Commented YoungJae from his spot at the dining table. He glanced up and threw me a bright smile.

“I prefer ____ cooking over any other.” He added and went back to his Ipad.

DaeHyun had slipped his head through the living room door and after spotting me let out a long sigh and smiled. Pulling his mask back over his mouth he headed back into the room.

“yeah that is if she doesn’t try to poison your food.” Commented a deep voice from behind me. I spun around, nearly running into a half naked YongGuk. He had his shirt in his hands as he pulled it over his head.

“I would never do that to them, you on the other hand…” I shot back and folded my arms over my chest.

A strong arm slipped around my neck, pulling me into a light choke hold. YongGuk leaned down to my ear and murmured..

“I guess… I don’t mind you cooking for me.” With a gummy smile he released me and headed for the dining room table.

“Are you kidding?! YongGuk was horrified when he though you wouldn’t come back!” laughed Himchan only to have an apple thrown at him, which he skillfully caught.

“I was not! I only did that because I didn’t want Zelo to cook! Look at this place! It’s like world war III!” YongGuk yelled in his defense.

“hey! A way to a mans hear is through his mouth!” Himchan commented and sprung off the counter into the living room as YongGuk chased him out.

“And a way to make a man shut up is by beating his senseless!” he hollered after him as tamps were heard up the stairs as the two tried to out run each other by taking long strides and skipping stairs.

“NOT THE FACE I’M THE ONLY BEATIFUL ONE IN THIS PLACE!” cried Himchan from the top of the stairs where YongGuk has successfully caught up with him.

With a smile I approached the panicked Zelo and his mess.

“Here, I’ll do it. You can help.” I suggested and took the spoon out of his hand. Zelo removed the too small for him apron and tied it around me carefully.

“Okay, Zelo pass me the-“ before I could finish my sentence, Zelo wrapped his arms tightly around my waist and squeezed me.

“We will never let you leave ____, ever!”

I let out a laugh.

“Thanks Zelo.”

“Oh and manager said to tell you something too!” Zelo said after releasing me.

“What’s that?”

“Your cousin is coming to visit and stay with us for a while!”

The spoon fell out of my hand making a loud noise as it hit the ground.

My… cousin?

Chapter 25: Love?

YongGuk P.O.V

I wasn’t sure what to make of the mood.

When we rushed into the emergency room the whole group of us were stunned by what we saw. ______ had literally jumped onto Taecyeon’s bed, straddling his torso.  One of the nurses was on her way to pull her off but Lee Joon stopped her with one arm.

“Let them figure this out.” He said softly with a smile on his face.

“But she’s….” the nurse began.

“She’s not hurting him, if anything, this is the only thing that will help him get better faster… just watch.” Lee Joon’s face became distant as he lowered his arm and crossed it over his chest.

Tears were streaming out of ______ eyes as she pounded her fists against the stunned guys chest. Tech on the other hand grinned widely at her and winced at her every blow while laughing.

“Yah! Come now! I thought you didn’t want me to die! Why are you trying to kill me now!” Tech complained and finally got a hold of _____ swinging fists.

Her red hair formed a curtain around her face as she sobbed, evidence of which was only the wetness that was gathering on Tech’s sheets with every drop. Even with her tears falling the atmosphere of the room was better. Brighter. I knew inside ____ was happy that’s why she was crying. She was happy and relive. That thought made a small smile appear on my mouth as I watched.

“You could have died….” She croaked in a rough and weak voice.

“I know…” Tech responded gently and pushed her hair behind her ear.

This affectionate motion… for some reason it made my insides tighten and my hand curled into a fist. The smile on my face disappeared.

“Then why… what were you thinking…”

“I wasn’t thinking. All I wanted to do was keep you safe… like I always did.” With those words Tech pulled her down into a tight embrace. My jaw clenched and I couldn’t stand it any longer. I turned away from the scene and walked out of the room.

In frustration I paced the hall in front of the door, finally coming to a stop.

Why was this bothering me? Why was I mad? Why was the thought of Tech, _____ old friend, touching her… comforting her… so enraging to me? More importantly… why was I still replaying it in my head?

I whirled around to face the wall and slammed my fist against it, pressing my forehead to the cold surface.

“Damn it…”

“Hyung?” called a calm voice. I turned around to face the tiered DaeHyun and he quietly exited the emergency room and closed the door behind him.

“Are… you okay?” he questioned, approaching me. He put his hand on my shoulder and I shook it off.

“I’m fine. Let me alone if that all you wanted to know.”

“Actually… there’s something else… I wanted to say” I turned, alarmed by the seriousness and firmness in Daehyun’s voice. His usual peaceful and quiet manner of speech was gone, replaced by something more…

“It’s about what I said earlier… when Lee Joon was called into the room and you interrogated ______” DaeHyun began.

“Oh, that… it’s fine. I know you didn’t mean what you-“

“That’s the thing Hyung. I meant it… I just don’t think you understood what I said fully…” Daehyun’s eyes became firm and hard, just like his tone of voice. He had reached for his mask and removed it, revealing his mouth, set in a firm line. His eyebrows furrowed he held my gaze.

“What… do you mean?” my own eyes narrowed and I felt my temper harden in defense. Just what kind of attack was this?

“When I said I cared for ____ I meant it… every word of it.” DaeHyun said, emphasizing the word ‘every’.

“I know you care for-“

“No hyung… you don’t. Actually I don’t think you even know what you yourself feel.” DaeHyun had turned from me suddenly and began waking to the windows that have been pulled shut by the blinds. He paused and then after taking a deep breath he turned to me.

“I- I think I’m in love with _____, YongGuk.” The words stunned me. They shot through me like a bullet and if that was not enough the sentences that followed shook me to the core.

After letting it sink in for a moment DaeHyun continued.

“And I think you are too. Reason I came out here to tell you this is because I can see that you’re clueless to your own feelings. You’re clueless to the feelings of others as well…”

“Are you calling me ignorant?” a sudden burst of anger shot through me. For some odd reason I felt like defending myself, like I was under attack… and in a way I was…

“I never said you were, hyung. But I do say this. I will not give up on _____ easily. I will do my best to make her see my feelings and accept them unless she refuses to herself. I will make her happy.” The determination in his voice stunned me.

“What makes you think that I care about this situation?” I folded my arms over my chest, raising my chin. Why was I so angry…

“Because I know you will be in my way…” DaeHyun responded in a quiet but harsh tone.

 I let out a rough laugh, which made DaeHyun wince a little. But the determination and hardness did not leave his expression.

“And what makes you think that?” I folded my arms over my chest in amusement.

“Because, Hyung, you are in love with her too.”

My body froze. I was rooted to the spot I was in and my voice disappeared. Love? _____. Impossible… never… that red-haired demon. She always made me angry for no reason! If I liked her as a girl I would have treated her like I do other girls. I would have acted… different… not like… myself.

Before I could answer a voice stopped me. It came from behind me and was as much of a shock to me as what DaeHyun said was.

“Evening boys, where’s ____” said manager Lee in a firm voice

“Manager Sunbe Nim….” Was all I managed to say. The door to the emergency room opened and the crowd of familiar faces was escorted out. Visiting hours were  over and punishment hour was in. with all this commotion going on we had missed our schedule for today… and Manager was pissed…

chapter 24: Desparate to Hang On

-YongGuk P.O.V-

Painful… that was the only way I could explain what it felt like to watch _____ pace around the waiting room.

She occasionally sat down, but no matter how many times DaeHyun called her name, she didn’t respond.

It got the point where I couldn’t stand watching her anymore so I rose and grabbed her arms.

She flinched and turned to me, her face twisting in some sort of expression between pain and horror.

“______-ah… go sit down, you need to relax-“ I began but she interrupted me.

“Do not touch me right now Bang… don’t talk to me! It’s all my fault!” she exploded.

“It’s not your fault… it was…” I began softly but she interrupted again.

“How is it not my fault! If I wasn’t there at that time and Tech didn’t go looking for me we wouldn’t be in this mess right now! What if he dies? Huh do you know what I will do to myself if he dies!?” I couldn’t take it. I didn’t know how to make her stop talking… I didn’t know why her words bothered me so much. Desperate, I grabbed her arms and pulled her in, wrapping my arms around her small and unusually fragile body.

“Let me go Bang.” She muttered weakly struggling to push away. Normally she would be successful but not now.

“I wont… I can’t let…. I will never let you do anything bad to yourself _____…. no matter what… Tech did what he did because he cared for you and I will protect you no matter how stupid you think of being. If you hurt yourself do you think will be happy that he gave up his life for nothing? Do you think I would be happy to have you gone?” I pulled her away from my body and stared down into her green eyes.

They began to water and finally what she has been bottling up for the past few hours came out. She burst into tears and clung to my shirt, burring her face in it.

“What do I do… what do I do….” She repeated as I slowly guided her to a seat. She pulled her feet up onto the couch in the waiting room and I kept an arm around her body. Pressing my lips to her hair I breathes soothing words into it.

“Just wait and hope… that’s all we can do… you need to rest…”

She sobbed for another half an hour and soon she relaxed into a quiet but tearful sleep in my arms.

I stared down at the face and gently brushed the tears away. I knew the rest of the guys were watching me not sure what I was doing… to be honest I had no idea what I was doing either.

All I knew is unlike most other times I felt the need to protect this girl. My hands tightened around her shoulders as if my life depended on the one fragile frame now breathing softly in my arms…

-YOUR P.O.V-

When I woke up it was dark out. The windows of the waiting room were being pulled shut by one of the nurses, who kept glancing at the B.A.P members and blushing. They were all scattered around the room, sleeping.

It took me a while to register what was happening, where I was and how I got there.

I closed my eyes again and took a deep breath to keep myself from going into panic mode. It was then that I realized that what I was sleeping on… the “object” under my head was slowly rising and falling with a soft thumping sound playing a rhythm under my ear. I took a deep breath in again to find a familiar scent fill my nose. When I looked up my eyes focused on the sleeping face of YongGuk, who had his head resting on his fist, arm resting on an arm of the couch. On my other side laid Zelo with his blond head of curls in my lap. In the love seat to my left was JongUp who lay sprawled with his head hanging off of one arm of the seat and his legs dangling form the other. To my right was YoungJae and Himchan with their heads leaned against each other. DaeHyun was nowhere to be seen.

I turned my attention to the sleeping face of the B.A.P leader, who’s head lolled on his fist. I stirred trying to lift the weight of my body off him only to have his other arm, that I have now realized was protectively around me, tighten and pull me tighter to him. He pressed his already shut eyes tighter and they opened instantly shooting to me.

“_____-ah… you’re up” he murmured in a deep sleeping voice, pressing the palm of his large hand to his eyes, rubbing them. He looked tiered but made the impression of alertness, looking down at me with concern.

“Are you alright? Are you hungry at all? Are you uncomfortable?” he questioned and I soon felt Zelo stir in my lap. He opened his eyes and gazed up at me sleepily.

“Oh! _____-ah!” he exclaimed a bit too loud. I hushed him a little too late, the rest of the members were already stirring.

JongUp’s head shot up.

“Oh you guys are u- YAH!” he attempted to turn and rolled off the love seat hitting the ground.

At the loud bang YoungJae shot straight up out of his sleep- sitting position, causing Himchan to fall over face first onto the couch and sit up as well.

“You guys okay here- oh _____!” exclaimed DaeHyun from around the corner, he came back holding a tray with coffee and snacks. He had his usual ask over his mouth and his eyes softened when he saw me smiling from the chaos that just took place. His eyes then trailed to something else and hardened again.

“I thought you guys would be hungry when you woke up… so yeah…” he muttered and placed the tray on the table.

I searched his face and noticed the tiered dark circles under his eyes.

“Dae… did you sleep?” I said. It was the first time in a while I heard my own vice and it didn’t sound good at all. It sounded weak and rough from all the screaming I’ve done before. The whole group looked at me and DaeHyun offered me a cup of hot coffee.

“Try it… it’ll help…” he said and gave me an eye smile. I thanked him and after I took the coffee from him he walked over to JongUp’s love seat where JongUp, after getting up, had seated himself again yawning. DaeHyun sat down of the arm of the seat and looked away.

I sipped the coffee and paused as the warmness of it rushed down my throat filling my empty stomach. My eyes traveled from the cup of black to the white door our couch face behind which laid my friend…

The room was silent and I knew that the guys followed my gaze. Zelo has suddenly reached for my hand and after pulling his knees to his chest on the couch laid it on his knees holding on to it tightly. He then rested his cheek on my fingers, which sent a nice sense of warmness through me and my heard softened. YongGuk hesitated and then moved even closer to me with one of his knees pressed against his chest the thumb of his hand was stroking my shoulder that he has been holding on to this whole time. When I looked up at him questioningly he reached for his coffee off of the table and looked away, drinking it. As though on cue the rest grabbed their coffee as well and we sat in silence, listening to the machine of the operating room beep with every pulse that ran through Tech’s body.

We sat in silence for quite a while until the silence was broken by a commotion coming from the hall that leads to the waiting room.

“What do you mean can’t go in there? Who’s waiting there?” yelled a voice that I recognized. Moments later a flustered figure of Lee Joon appeared in the entrance. His eyes swept the room and registered on me.

His chest rose and fell as he tried to catch his breath in between of which he managed to whisper my name,

“______-ah…”

Like a key it send a pulse of emotion through me and I sprung up and into my friends arms. His hands tightened around me as he whispered apologies.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you anything before… I’m sorry I left before… I wont leave you now no matter what happens… I promise,” he pulled away and with both his pals at either side of my face, he searched it, his own eyes full of concern.

“Are you okay? Have you cried a lot? Don’t cry anymore okay…” I didn’t realize I was crying until Joon’s thumb wiped away the warm liquid from my cheek.

Before I got the chance to answer a pair of arms was around me, pulling me away from Joon. I looked up at YongGuk his eyes hard as both his arms encircled me protectively.

Joon took a step back and stared at him directly with the same amount of coolness.

“Did the doctor-“ he began his head motioning to the door.

YongGuk shook his head.

“No nothing yet… we slept for a while so something might have happened… how did you know we were here?” Bang asked in his usual deep voice.

“Kikwang called… he said he had to leave for his schedule… he also said it would be best if I was here…” Joon then glanced down at me.

Bang’s eyes followed his and after resting on my face softened. I couldn’t understand why he was acting as though I was going to break any moment… his hands never left me, always around me as if to keep me from falling apart… but then again… maybe if he let go I would.

Subconsciously I stepped closer to Bang, my head resting against his shoulder.

Suddenly the door to the emergency room flew open and the doctor with a clipboard walked out. His eyes looked around the room examining everyone in it and then rested on Lee Joon.

YongGuk’s arms tightened around me and I noticed that I was leaning to wards the door.

“Is he okay… can we see him?” Joon asked.

The doctor silently motioned Joon towards the emergency room. They entered and the door shut behind them.

Bang lead me towards the couch again and set me down, crouching in front of me he took my face gently between his two hands.

“Listen to me ____ are you listening?” he asked as though not knowing if I would respond. I nodded weakly. My hands were clutching onto his shirt, knuckles white, and I could feel my hands go numb slowly.

“No matter what happens you will stay with us, understand? You will be strong and you will not give up, understood?” his deep voice serious but his eyes soft Bang searched my face for any sign of response. I nodded again.

“Bang, let her go, can’t you see she’s in shock… she can’t even speak!” hissed DaeHyun who had risen to his feet and was walking over to us.

“Shut up Dae… I don’t want to lose her in the process of this whole thing. Can’t you see?” there was a little bit of panic in Bang’s voice which made me wonder how I looked to them.

“Don’t tell me to shut up Hyung… I l-“ DaeHyun paused and looked at me quickly, his eyes then dropped and I heard Himchan let out a loud cough.

“I care for her as much as you do, We all do so stop acting like it’s up to you to keep her around, clinging to her all this time. I… we can comfort her too you know… besides, she’s not as week as you think! She can pull through this…” DaeHyun’s eyes focused on my face again, hopeful. I felt Zelo’s head rest on my shoulder.

“______- noona will be okay… she’s strong…” he muttered and I felt something warm on my shoulder.

Were they all that worried about me?

Beep… beep… beeeeeeeeeep….

The beeping of the machine has lengthened and there was a commotion in the emergency room.

It felt as though my own heart has stopped beating along with the machine…

This couldn’t be happening…

“no…” I whispered and then I was on my feet.

There were arms around me… DaeHyun and YongGuk were holding me back again and it felt like my whole life that was depending on the support and reassurance of the machine has stopped… it no longer existed…

“NO! Please… Tech…” I whispered. It was all I could manage… I dropped to my knees as the doctor had walked out of the emergency room shaking his head. He took his mask off and with his eyebrows furrowed together stormed away form the door.

“_____…. Tech…” Began Joon but I interrupted him.

I pushed past him and into the emergency room where nurses attempted to stop me from passing by them.

I fell to my knees in front of the bed, crying.

“Well… this is awkward….”

Muttered a weak voice on the bed. A familiar voice rang in my ears and I looked up to have a familiar, pale face staring down at me from the bed.

“Miss me that much already? Or did you think I was dead?” mused Tech as he raised himself on his elbows, eyes both amused and concerned staring down at me.

“You’re… alive?” was all I managed before throwing myself onto the bed.

Chapter 23: All He Ever Did



-Your P.O.V-

“Kikwang… where are we going?” I said in a tiered and lazy way as I was being dragged by the wrist through the Soul streets.

“We are going somewhere fun an exciting!” he said enthusiastically and turned his head throwing me a bright eye smile. I rolled my eyes and he stopped walking.

“Oh come on! If you sulk there is no way we will have fun together!” he said and poked my forehead.

“Kik-“ I began but was hushed. I frowned as he suspiciously and over exaggeratedly looked around.

“if you call me by my name someone will recognize me!”

“They already have! You’ve not wearing a disguise!” I hissed and pulled off my red mask. Roughly I pushed it over his mouth with false hopes that it would make him stop talking… it didn’t’

“let’s come up with code names! I’ll call you….” Oh this ought to be good. I waited with my arms crossed over my chest as he stroked his imaginary beard. It was strange the Kikwang from Beast I know from TV was way different form  the one I was experiencing now…

“Bunny!” oh you’re kidding me…

“No!” I exclaimed and began walking again

“Why not? It’s cute! It suits you!” Kikwang called and in no time at all was walking beside me. Damn you short legs!

“Fine then! If you’re gonna call me that… then I’m call you….duckwang!”

“Okay! Wait… WHAT!?” Kikwang stopped and stared at the back of my head as I continued walking.

 “_____!!! I’m not a duck!”

“Yes you are duck face!”

“Does my face really look like a duck?! YAH! Firehead!”

“I Thought you were calling me a bunny? Are you that kind of man who changes his mind?” I teased as her ran after me.

“I’m not that kind of man and I do not have a duck face! YAH!”

“Remind me again why you dragged me to the arcade again?” I questioned as Kikwang bought tokens for the game machines.

“Because I wanted to win you a bunny toy that would cheer you up.” He said and turned around giving me an eye smile, his mouth still covered by the red mask.

“Duckwang, I’m not a girly girl you know I don’t li-“ I began but he interrupted me his eyes going suddenly serious.

“Every girl likes being treated well. Just because none of your boys treat you like a princess doesn’t mean I don’t. I think inside you want to be treated like a girl.” He said and walked past me to the basketball game.

I think I’ve under estimated him… what he said made something in the bottom of my stomach turn. He was right but there was something else… something behind the words

Silently I followed him as he slid the tokens into the machine.

“Kikwang.” I said softly and watched his head shoot up quickly.

-Kikwang P.O.V-

It felt like I had said too much but at the same time it didn’t matter. She was just a girl, how would she figure out what those words really meant.

My thoughts traveled back to what had happened in the past… it hurt…

“Kikwang.” _____ voice snapped me back. The softness in it startled me and I looked up maybe a little to quickly.

“What? No more Duckwang?” I asked trying to change the subject and stood up. _____ pinched my mask pulling it off of my mouth and my heart stopped.

“What happened with her?” that sentence… in one move… flipped the reality of my little world upside down. She knew something was wrong the whole time. She felt it.

“Nothing!” I laughed and gently pushed her hand away pulling the mask up again. I turned to the game and picked up a ball getting ready to shoot.

“You’re lying.”

I threw the ball and it missed.

“How would you know?” I asked still with a fake smile on my face picking up another ball. Next moment the ball was snatched out of my way. ______ shot it effortlessly and it went into the net with a swoosh. She continued shooting getting each ball in the net until she won.

“Because you didn’t deny the fact that there was a girl.”

____ turned to face me her green eyes serious staring directly at me. Why could I not lie to her?

Why did my mission suddenly change from wanting to destroy this red-haired demon to… wanting to…

“Fine… I’ll tell you but can we go somewhere outside… I feel a little stuffy…”

“Okay, lets pick up YOUR bunny first.”

-Your P.O.V-

We left the arcade with a pink bunny in hand. I played with it’s soft ears while listening to Kikwang tell the story.

“I had a girlfriend a while back. I was in training at that time so dating wasn’t a big deal… I was always busy. I went to the same school you did you know? And so did my girl- ex… ex-girlfriend… Soo Hyuori was in her class and she found out about our relationship… I didn’t think much of it at the time… until we had our debut… we were swarmed by media and everyone loved us. It was great… until Soo Hyuori went to far… she took a picture of my and my girlfriend…”

“Sorry but isn’t that not a bad thing?” I asked a little confused as we turned the corner into an ally that was a shortcut to the dorms.

“You don’t understand. Our fan base… it gets crazy! And they would have! Soo Hyuori told me to break up with my girlfriend and when I refused she went to my manager… he forced me to break it off… when we continued to date in secret Hyuori threatened to post the image online… so for her own safety I broke it off…” Kikwang stared at the ground as we paused in the ally.

“You said mean things to her didn’t you?” Kikwang’s head shot up as though he was snapped from a nightmare. His eyes registered on my face and I knew he was replaying those moments in his head. He gave me a small shrug.

Bookshakalaka! Boomshakalaka! My phone rang and I sighed, picking it up.

“Yobuse-“

“Yah! You red-haired demon where are you!? I’ve been calling you all day!” yelled YongGuk on the other line. So loud that I had to pull the phone away from my ear.

“No you haven’t” I frowned.

“Yes I have but your phone was off!”

“I was in the arcade…”

“ARCADE!? I’M WORRIED SICK AND YOU GO PLAYING IN THE ARCADE!? JOON CALLED! HIM AND TECH ARE LOOKING FOR YOU!”

“Bang… calm-“

“DON’T TELL ME TO FUCKIN CALM DONW! WHERE ARE YOU!?”

“We’re in the back ally behind the shops of the main square…”

“ Good, stay there I’ll be there in a-Wait… who’s we?”

“Bye bang, I’m waiting.”

“Yah! WHO’S-“ I hung up.

“Angry father?” Kikwang asked with both eyebrows raised.

“More like the wicked step mother…”

“Do… you wanna wait for them here?”

“sure… you can finish your story now.”

Kikwang paused.

“That’s all there is to it.”

I nodded and did not go questioning him any further. He already relived the nightmare in his head as it is.

“well then.” I pressed the fluffy bunny to his face. He peeled it off and began spitting fur.

“YAH WHAT THE HELL!?” he exclaimed staring.

“You’ll need it more than me Duckwang.” I smiled.

“Yah Bunny!” Kikwang began and was interrupted by a familiar drunk voice that sent shivers down my back.

“Would you look who’s here! Is that really you Bunny?”

Almost dreading what I would see I turned to face the gang who was approaching from behind me.

“It is her! I’d have never recognized her! Look at you all pretty now!” laughed the leader of the gang… the same gang Tech was in before…

“Kikwang leave.” I said shortly and turned to the group.

“Kinda can’t…” he said and went to stand beside me. Were they coming from behind too!?

“Why not?” before I got my answer there were hands on me form behind. As a reflex I whipped around and my fist flew directly into the guys mouth.

“OWHCH! You’re body might have changed but your right hook is still strong as fuck! Is that my welcome back present?!” exclaimed familiar voice and my knees felt week.

“Tehc…”

“Hey Ace.” He said with a smile, holding his bloody nose.

“Aww look at that! Happy family! The coward and the slut are back together.”

“He Is not a Coward!”

“Don’t you dare call her a slut!”

Tech and I exclaimed together and turned to stare at each other.

“Do you two know each other?” Kikwang asked a little confused.

“We go…”

“Back…” Tech finished my sentence.

“and you are?”

“he is leaving.” I said pushing Kikwang to leave while there was still away.

He resisted and grabbed my wrist.

“I told you. I’m not leaving, if anything happens to you then-“

“Then Bang YongGuk will have his head on a stick.” Yelled a familiar deep voice. A car turned into the ally from behind us it’s headlights blinding  the gang.

“YAH! Red Haired Demon! Are you just going to stand there and wait for their eyesight to come back or are you gonna come in the car!” Yelled Bang sticking his head out the drivers window… he was driving… oh this ought to be good…

A strange feeling of relief and warmness flooded my body. He came to get me… even if it meant risking his life with his horrible driving skills… he came… then again who knew he might end up killing us while trying to save us…

“Ace! Let’s go!” Tech called snapping me out of my thought. They were already running to the car.

As I turned to run someone had grabbed my hand and pulled me down. I spun around throwing a roundhouse directly to the guys head but he ducked.

“ACE!” Tech called again. I turned to see a guy with a bottle standing over me. The bottle flew down and I closed my eyes for the pain.

Crash…

No pain…

Was I dead already?

I heavy mass dropped on me suddenly and something warm was poring onto my face. Blood.

I looked up to see Tech with his hands protectively over me tumbling to the ground, blood dripping for his head.

“Tech!!!!” I caught him before he hit the ground and began shaking him

“Tech wake up! TECH!”

“look at that! Saving her life again! Just like before!” laughed the leader of the gang.

I rose and rushed towards him. With one blow that I landed directly in the drunk guys mouth which sent him fying back. He lost his balance and fell.

“What did you say!?”

“Didn’t you know? He saved you that other time too! I cut him up pretty bad though. Didn’t lovery boy tell you?” the guy laughed again. I charged towards him and pucked him up by the shirt, ready to punch again.

Hands grabbed me. Bang was restraining me while the others carried Tech to the car.

“_____ calm down!” he whispered in my ear as I struggled.

“If you killed him… IF YOU KILLED TECH I WILL COME AND FIND YOU!” I yelled as something hot poured out of my eyes.

YongGuk’s arms tightened around my body, his own stable and firm behind me

“He’ll be okay… we have to get him to the hospital… lets go…” Bang Rushed me into the van where bleeding Tech was sprawled in the back seat of the van.

The ride to the hospital was the longest hour of my life. I continued to stroke Tech’s face. I didn’t know what I was saying… I continued to mutter random things like sorry and stay with me…

The B.A.P members and Kikwang were quiet… no one looked at me… except Tech…

He opened his eyes once and looked at me. Hand stretching to my face.

“Ace… I never told you this… but I…” he began but I hushed him.

“Tell me later.” I said and gripped his hand tightly.

He gave off a short laugh and was gone into unconsciousness again, unresponsive no matter how much I shook him.

After that I fell into hysteria again… kicking and screaming as DaeHyun pulled me away from the seat. He had his arms wrapped tightly around me whispering comforting thing that didn’t make sense. Zelo was crying beside as JongUp and YoungJae tried to comfort him. Himchan stared at Tech in the front seat his eyes wide with horror.

In the front seat Bang’s eyes peered at me through the rear view mirror. A tear rolled down his cheek. Kikwang was silent.

We arrived to the hospital and Tech was rushed into the emergency room. We were left to wait in the waiting room…

Chapter 22: Walk

-DaeHyun P.O.V-

I stared at Himchan who had a hard expression on his face.

“Hyung… I…”

“Don’t bother lying DaeHyun, it’s written on your face.” He said and walked over to sit beside me.

“It’s that obvious?” I sighed and lowered my head. Himchan patted my back.

“Just a little. What are you gonna do about it?” he asked slowly.

“I don’t know…  I was going to tell her…”

“I mean what are you gonna do about YongGuk. There are more people in this house that like her you know” Himchan said suddenly looking me directly in the eye.

“You like her too Hyung… don’t you.” I said narrowing my eyes.

He laughed. “No! It’s more like I’m interested in what kind of person she really is, sure she’s nice and pretty cute but I don’t think she’s my type.” He said and leaned on his elbows.

“Do you need my help?” he said suddenly with a smile.

“Help?” I asked and raised my eyebrow.

“Yeah! Sure why not! Not like I have anything better to do anyways. It should be pretty interesting.” Said Himchan and grinned.

“You are one sadistic man…” I muttered and nodded.

“Oh you have no idea…”

-Your P.O.V-

A few minutes later Joon picked me up.

And by pick me up I mean came in and walked with me to the bus stop…

Idiot… can’t drive still!

“Where do you wanna go?” I asked when we finally got off the bus.

“Hmm.. how about a coffee shop. How about.. that one!” Joon said and pointed to a small coffee shop at the corner of the street. Outside of it seemed crowded with people running around with cameras.

“It’s a little… crowded… and there’s cameras…” I muttered rubbing the back of the head.

“It’s just some photo shoot, we’ll be fine!” Joon grabbed my hand and dragged me to the coffee shop… this felt familiar… like he use to do when we were younger… except one thing was missing…

-Lee Joon P.O.V-

I dragged _____ into the coffee shop and picked a spot at the very back of the shop. We sat down, ____ as usual with her feet pulled up onto the chair, crossed. She had a red hoodie over her head and a mask over her mouth ( disguise I guess) and black ripped jeans on.

As she flipped through the menu I rested my elbow on the table and my chin on my hand smiling.

“Why are you watching me you creep…” ____ muttered and looked up at me

“Why do you have big eyes that see everything” I asked a little embarrassed

“That is to see you better my dear.” _____ replied in a rough voice and we laughed.

We ordered our coffee and got straight to business.

-Your P.O.V-

“So you said you saw… Tech right? Where?” Joon asked, toying with his cup.

“I ran into him when I got kidnapped by Kikwang…” I muttered and sipped my coffee.

“oh… I see… wait you WHAT?” Joon stared at me wide eyed.

“Don’t worry about it, he didn’t actually kidnap me, he just… yeah… I don’t know what to call that….” I said and rubbed the back of my head.

“… well, whatever… what happened after that? Did Tech say anything to you?” Joon asked suddenly looking worried.

“No… I ran off because I didn’t want to talk to him…” I sighed and leaned back in my seat.

“I see…” Joon trailed off in thought…

“Hey… I’ll be right back… just gonna run to the bathroom…” I said, breaking the silence.

“Why?” Lee Joon challenged suddenly.

“I have to pee, is that really that important?” I asked raising an eyebrow. We laughed and I left for the restroom.

-Taecyeon P.O.V-

What are the odds of that?

Today I had a shoot for men’s health magazine and they decided to do an outdoor shoot… by some café…

Normally I wouldn’t mind but I just didn’t feel like it today…. All I could think of was ____ and what happened 3 years ago…

I posed without thinking and then something caught my eye.

A red haired girl in a mask walked into the coffee shop and my stomach dropped. It couldn’t have been ____ right?

I bowed and called a break slipping away from the set. Entering the old coffee shop I paused in the door, frozen.

The green eyes… the smile… the hair… it was _____ but who was she with? I watched as they talked, her expressions changing occasionally. Did she have a boyfriend?

Soon she stood up and headed for the bathroom. 

Without second thought I headed for the table to see who this guy was.

Trying to making seem like an accident I bumped into his chair

“Oh sorry how clumsy of m- LEE JOON!” my eyes widened as I stared at the familiar face.

“Tech…” breathed Joon and rose to his feet.

Old memories began rolling in…

~Flash Back~

-Taecyeon P.O.V-

I was on my way to school to meet Joon and _____ when I took the back ally I knew they most likely will be heading down. I kicked a few stones and hummed to myself. I heard voices and struggle ahead. Before I knew it I was running hoping that it wasn’t what I thought.

To my horror it was worse.

When I reached the spot of struggle I was _____ on the ground and several of the guys from my gang around her.

I met ____ eyes and saw the relief in them… she was glad to see me…

“YAH! What are you guys doing!?” I yelled as I watched her head fall limp…

“Tech! You’re here to join the fun?!” yelled the leader as he jerked ____ up by the hair.

“Let her go man.” I said and pushed him.

Her body fell limp to the ground and I picked it up bridal style.

“No can do buddy. You’re a part of the gang now, what I say goes. And I say the slut goes. So let her down or else” threatened the leader, glaring me directly in the eye.

“Or what?”

“Tech where’s-“ I heard Joon’s voice behind me and turned. I turned and saw his eyes widen as he focused on the body in my arms. When I turned again a fist was flying towards my face and I was falling. I wrapped my  arms around ___ to make sure she didn’t get hurt and after hitting the ground I sprung back to my feet.

“Joon… take ____ get her out of here. NOW” I said and headed directly at the leader. We stood pressing foreheads.

“Don’t do this man, I don’t wanna hurt you.” Muttered the leader in a venomous voice.

“Like wise Hyung…” I hissed back.

I heard Joon’s retreating footsteps and sighed with relief.

She was safe…

“You’ll regret this… OK Taecyeon” and then the fight broke out.

I managed to get myself to a hospital knowing my injuries weren’t of the lightest type. With a few stabs here and there… no big deal eh?

Next thing I did was find out where ____ was and how she was.

I even went to visit her and realized… I was betrayed…

Instead of telling ____ what really happened Joon didn’t even stay long enough for her to recover fully… ___ thought I was a part of the gang that beat her up… that I hurt her… I couldn’t face her after that so… I left…

~End Flashback~

“How have you been?” I asked putting my hands in my pockets and smiling at my old friend.

“Fine… why are you here?” Joon asked stiffly.

“To tell ___ the truth.”

“About what? How you being in a gang almost killed her?”

“No, How me standing up to my gang because of her nearly killed me!” I shot back furious.

“Are you saying it’s all her fault?” Joon hissed narrowing his eyes.

“I never said that…” I shot back

“Why didn’t you come and visit her at the hospital then?”

“She didn’t want me there probably…” I sighed and looked away. “She had you…”

“There you go assuming again…  you always were like that.” Joon let out a small laugh and sat down. I looked at my old friend and smiled.

“So how have you been man?” I finally asked and sat down in front of him.

“I’ve been.. well…” Joon smiled and his phone rang.

“Text… form ____” I craned my neck curiously.

“She… left… she said she… had something to do…” Joon muttered under his breath.

Was she… avoiding me?

-YOUR P.O.V-

I walked out of the bathroom ready to head back to my table when I saw him there…

Tech was standing there arguing with Joon. His face with the familiar features from when he was still younger. Same eyes, same mouth…

My hear tightened at the sight of my best friend until it broke when I heard what they were saying.

“Fine… why are you here?” Joon asked stiffly.

“To tell ___ the truth.”

“About what? How you being in a gang almost killed her?”

“No, How me standing up to my gang because of her nearly killed me!” Tech almost yelled in Joon’s face.

I couldn’t listen any more… those few words were enough…

I almost ran out of the shop and down the street. I had no idea where I was heading but I ran. Before I knew it… I was lost… yup lost…

I looked around the some what familiar street, looking at the names of shops around me. It was quiet with only few people.

I felt tiered… not physically… emotionally… everything hit me at once… all the memories… my parents… everything. I needed to sit down.

I approached the stairs of a coffee shop and sat down

“Sorry, but we’re closing… could you come… wait _____?” called a familiar voice behind me and I turned.

“Kikwang?” I raised my eyebrow and rose to my feet.

“Why are you here?” he asked as he locked the door to the café.

“I… got lost.” I frowned… one thing I definitely didn’t want to admit. Not to him anyways.

Kikwang laughed.

“Is that all?” he asked and put his hands in his pockets hopping down to sit beside me on the stair.

“Well.. no.” I sighed and looked up.

I knew he was watching me but he wasn’t speaking.

“Do you wanna talk about it?” Kikwang said after a pause.

“Not really…” I said and got up.

“Where are you going?”

“Home.”

“Do you know how to get home?” Kikwang asked almost laughing.

“Are you making fun of me?” I glared down at him and pulled my mask over my mouth.

He chuckled and rose.

“No I just wanted to see if you wanted to go somewhere with me. Maybe get your mind off of the whole… thing you’re not telling me about.” He said and went to stand in front of me.

“No thank.”

“I’ll take you home after I promise. I’m a good boy.” Kikwang cooed behind me as I walked away from him

“I’ll call Bang, he’ll pick me up.” I shot back.

A hand had gripped my wrist.

“Come on, you skipped work so many times, I covered for you you know! You owe me!” Kikwang gave me a sly smile. That guy…

“If I go will you leave me alone after?” I muttered, I was to tiered to argue with him now.

“I’ll show you a good time I promise!” he grinned at me widely and grabbed my hand, dragging me the opposite way I was heading.

Kikwang is a strange guy.

She’s My Man: Chapter 1

-YOUR P.O.V-

“Kai!!!! Kai wake up this is an emergency!” Yelled Himchan’s voice from outside my room. I covered my head with my pillow. It was a Saturday and I had finished all the house chores yesterday just to take today to sleep in… as if that’s happening with these guys around…

The door to my room swung open and a heavy mass popped on top of me, straddling my back.

“Himchan Hyung… pleas get off of me…” I muttered into my pillow

“But Kai! It’s an emergency! I can’t figure out what pair of jeans to wear today!” he complained and bounced on my back.

“Himchan stop raping Kai… he needs to go make our breakfast.” Called YongGuk form the hall as he passed.

“Yes, good morning to you too Hyung, I’m fine thank you! No, I’ll get up now I don’t want to sleep in today because I know you guy are hungry and cant make your own fucking food!” I exclaimed nearly throwing Himchan off of me.

“Sassy Kai… did you get up on the wrong side of bed today?” Asked YoungJae, leaning in the doorway.

“If you haven’t noticed I just happened to wake up with a PERVERT on my back!” I yelled and was cuddle by Himchan.

“Awww Kai baby don’t be mad!” Himchan got off and headed out of the room.

“Your Hyung would never hurt a pretty boy like you, if you were a girl on the other hand…” Himchan winked at me in the doorway and then left.

I am a girl… and this is why I you will never find out about that… I thought to myself and got up…

You’re probably confused as to why a girl is living with these guys and more importantly they have no clue about it… well let me start from beginning…

My name is Kai ChoMin and I am the personal assistant of B.A.P… why?

Well…

~2 week earlier~

I saw outside of a small coffee shop with a bunch of newspapers spread over the table. On top of them I had a coffee half empty and a bunch of used up highlighters.

“AUSH!” I exclaimed and rand my fingers through my hair.

I had 4 weeks until school begins and I still didn’t have a job… or a place to stay in… or any way of paying for my tuition!

You see my parents and I lived in the States for the longest time until I decided to come and study in Korea for a while. I ended up liking it a lot and staid until I graduate, which is next year. They let me stay with one condition… in my last year of school… I pay for everything myself…

“Kai… why are you looking for a job so desperately? You could just stay at my house for now, you don’t need to get a job now…” muttered my friend Geum Hui who sat across from me. The bright haired girl with full cheeks sipped her late as I skimmed the last pages of my newspaper.

“Geum Hui… I can’t rely on you for a living space. You know that! It wouldn’t be fair to you or your parents… and besides… I-”

“I want to be able to carry my own weight in this world” finished Geum Hui and smiled.

I looked up at my best friend and smiled back, she knew me so well.

“So how’s your mom?” I asked to keep the conversation going and off the topic of my unemployment.

Half listening to her chatter I flipped my last newspaper to its back page.

My eyes widened in excitement as an add caught my eye.

“I FOUND IT!” I said and stood up in my excitement.

“Muh?” questioned Geum Hui and stared up at me.

“A job! And a living space! I found it!” I exclaimed and ran around the table to her side. She instantly rose.

“Chicha? Omo! Yay!” she grabbed onto my hands and we began jumping up and down.

“what are the job requirements?” Geum Hui finally asked after we were done our mini celebration.

“yeah… about that…” I began and rubbed the back of my head

“No way… Kai you can’t.” we stood in front of a large music entertainment building, me with a flier in my hands.

“This is my last chance…” muttered and looked at my friend.

“But… you’re a … girl…” she whispered the word girl like she was saying he who shall not be named. I narrowed my eyes and glanced at her.

“Are you saying I can’t do thins?” I challenged and folded my arms over my chest.

“I’m not! I’m just saying…” she said and sighed.

“Don’t worry Geum Hui, worst thing that can happen is they find out and not accept my application, right?” I said and looked at the entrance.

“I guess… well… fighting!” she said and squeezed my arm. With that I headed to the entrance of the Entertainment building.

I was directed down several halls to the meeting room where I was instructed to wait. I bowed to my guide and sat down in a white leather chair of the waiting room. Beside the chair was a small sofa and another chair, positioned around a low glass coffee table. Behind the sofa was a large of windows that looked out onto the crowded Soul Street. I sat in silence slowly demolishing my newspaper.

“No No  and NO! I said I’m looking for someone young and fresh! Someone the boys can relate to! Someone who can cook and clean for them and be there for them! NOT A CRAZY MAN!” yelled a voice from behind the large meeting doors. I turned my head waiting for the doors to fly open. As expected they did and by instinct I rose. People ran out frantically followed by several books and pens that were thrown after them.

“Get me someone! Someone that- who are you?” a man in a while suit followed the chaos and after spotting me stopped. His assistant rushed behind him and peered over his shoulder.

“That’s-“ she began, hugging her clipboard to her chest she began but I interrupted.

“My name is Kai ChoMin, I was your add in the newspaper and thought you I’d give it a try.” I said and bowed.

“ You though you’d give it a try?” the man laughed and stroked his imaginary beard… I say imaginary because the little amount of facial hair that he had on his chin couldn’t possibly be considered a beard. He examined me and a small smile stretched over his lips.

“Kai… come in then Mr. ChoMin. Let’s see what you have to offer.” He motioned me into his office throwing the people that were done scrabbling for their papers on the ground a sharp look that sent them running out of the waiting room with frantic murmurs of apologies and good byes.

“So Mr. ChoMin, tell me about yourself.” Said the man in a white suit and took a seat in his office desk. His nervous assistant ran to stand beside him and kept sneaking glances at me.

“Like I said before, my name is ChoMin and I am 17 years of age… I attend Bae High and graduating this year. I use to live in the US so I am fairly fluent in both English and Korean and-” He cut me off by holding his hand up and stopped talking immediately.  He poked at me thoughtful.

“Can you cook Mr. ChoMin.” The man finally asked after a long pause.

“Y-yes sir… but how is that-“ I began but was cut off by his hand again. I sighed internally but obeyed.

“Are you willing to stay in a house which would be your work place? Are you willing to cook for 6 other people every day, clan up after them and assist them wherever they need it?” he tested looking me directly in the eyes.

“yes sir…” I said confused by his questioning.

“We will see about that then… Welcome Mr. ChoMin.” He rose and approached me.

“My name is Lee DoHyuk, I am the manager of B.A.P and now your employer. The following week will be your test, we will see how well you interact with the boys and then determine whether you stay or not.” He said and put an arm around my shoulder, leading me to the exit.

“When can you move in?” he asked pausing in front of the door.

“Today sir!” I said and smiled brightly. I can’t believe I got a the job!

Wait… who’s B.A.P.

That same day I quickly packed my things and was at the dorms where I was not to live and work. My thing were taken up and I was now standing in front of the closed door that lead to my new home…

“Okay breathe Kai… you can do this… they’re only 6 guys right? You’ve dealt with more before…

I knocked on the door.

“DaeHyun! Get the door! It’s probably the new maid!” yelled  a voice from inside the dorm… did he just call me a maid?

Footsteps got closer to the door and soon the door opened.

Before me stood a blond guy with eyes that reminded me of a cat. He had a mask over his mouth and a hood pulled over his head. His head tilted at the sight of me and narrowed.

“I’m ChoMin Kai… manager Lee sent me…” I began rubbing the back of my head with an unsure smile on my face.

Not waiting for me to finish my sentence the guy turned around and walked away from the door, leaving it open and I assumed it was for me. I walked in and glanced around the house. It was a mess… now I see why the manager wanted someone to clean the house for them…

“DaeHyun who is that? Is it the guy?” said a deep voice and I turned to see… another blond guy going down the stairs. His hair was a wet mess and he had a towel over his bare shoulders… no shirt on… just boxers…

“You must be Kai, right? I’m YongGuk” He said approaching me.

“ Bang Hyung! I’m hungry!” yelled a boy-ish voice from what I assumed was the kitchen.

“Her since you’re already here, why don’t you make us something to eat?” Said YongGuk still watching me.

So much for a warm welcome…

“uh… okay…” I said and put my backpack down heading to the kitchen.

“Owa! It’s a girl!” exclaimed the curly haired guy that I found in the kitchen, nearly dropping the cup he was holding. My eyes widened. Discovered already?

Well discovered or not that definitely got the attention of the rest of the members.  Soon all six of them were in the room… all 6 blond guys staring at me.

“He… kind of looks like a girl…” said YongGuk. I didn’t want to look at him because all I saw was his… chest…

“Are you kidding me? He his face is even prettier than some of the girls from Girls Generation!” Exclaimed another one of them, examining me closely. His hair was styled neatly, bang to swept to the side.

“Hey, are you a guy or a girl?” said another, holding an IPad.

“If I were a girl do you think Mr. Lee would hire me?” I asked feeling the pressure

“He has a point…”

“Well then… Hi, I’m Himchan!” Said the one with styled hair and came over, putting an arm over my shoulder.

“His shoulders are so small! Anyone would mistake him for a girl!” he said and laughed.

“Let me introduce everyone! The curly haired one is Zelo, that’s JongUp, DaeHyun, YoungJae and you know YongGuk.” Himchan began and they looked up at me one after the other as their names were called.

“Now that we are done the introductions how about you first test. Can you make some supper, I’m starving…” said Himchan and smiled down at me… what did I get myself into…

That’s how I became a personal assistant… no… more like a personal slave… of B.A.P for 2 weeks now… and they still have no idea… that I’m a girl…

Chapter 21: Weird Guy Kikwang

-DaeHyun P.O.V-

I stared at Himchan who had a hard expression on his face.

“Hyung… I…”

“Don’t bother lying DaeHyun, it’s written on your face.” He said and walked over to sit beside me.

“It’s that obvious?” I sighed and lowered my head. Himchan patted my back.

“Just a little. What are you gonna do about it?” he asked slowly.

“I don’t know…  I was going to tell her…”

“I mean what are you gonna do about YongGuk. There are more people in this house that like her you know” Himchan said suddenly looking me directly in the eye.

“You like her too Hyung… don’t you.” I said narrowing my eyes.

He laughed. “No! It’s more like I’m interested in what kind of person she really is, sure she’s nice and pretty cute but I don’t think she’s my type.” He said and leaned on his elbows.

“Do you need my help?” he said suddenly with a smile.

“Help?” I asked and raised my eyebrow.

“Yeah! Sure why not! Not like I have anything better to do anyways. It should be pretty interesting.” Said Himchan and grinned.

“You are one sadistic man…” I muttered and nodded.

“Oh you have no idea…”

-Your P.O.V-

A few minutes later Joon picked me up.

And by pick me up I mean came in and walked with me to the bus stop…

Idiot… can’t drive still!

“Where do you wanna go?” I asked when we finally got off the bus.

“Hmm.. how about a coffee shop. How about.. that one!” Joon said and pointed to a small coffee shop at the corner of the street. Outside of it seemed crowded with people running around with cameras.

“It’s a little… crowded… and there’s cameras…” I muttered rubbing the back of the head.

“It’s just some photo shoot, we’ll be fine!” Joon grabbed my hand and dragged me to the coffee shop… this felt familiar… like he use to do when we were younger… except one thing was missing…

-Lee Joon P.O.V-

I dragged _____ into the coffee shop and picked a spot at the very back of the shop. We sat down, ____ as usual with her feet pulled up onto the chair, crossed. She had a red hoodie over her head and a mask over her mouth ( disguise I guess) and black ripped jeans on.

As she flipped through the menu I rested my elbow on the table and my chin on my hand smiling.

“Why are you watching me you creep…” ____ muttered and looked up at me

“Why do you have big eyes that see everything” I asked a little embarrassed

“That is to see you better my dear.” _____ replied in a rough voice and we laughed.

We ordered our coffee and got straight to business.

-Your P.O.V-

“So you said you saw… Tech right? Where?” Joon asked, toying with his cup.

“I ran into him when I got kidnapped by Kikwang…” I muttered and sipped my coffee.

“oh… I see… wait you WHAT?” Joon stared at me wide eyed.

“Don’t worry about it, he didn’t actually kidnap me, he just… yeah… I don’t know what to call that….” I said and rubbed the back of my head.

“… well, whatever… what happened after that? Did Tech say anything to you?” Joon asked suddenly looking worried.

“No… I ran off because I didn’t want to talk to him…” I sighed and leaned back in my seat.

“I see…” Joon trailed off in thought…

“Hey… I’ll be right back… just gonna run to the bathroom…” I said, breaking the silence.

“Why?” Lee Joon challenged suddenly.

“I have to pee, is that really that important?” I asked raising an eyebrow. We laughed and I left for the restroom.

-Taecyeon P.O.V-

What are the odds of that?

Today I had a shoot for men’s health magazine and they decided to do an outdoor shoot… by some café…

Normally I wouldn’t mind but I just didn’t feel like it today…. All I could think of was ____ and what happened 3 years ago…

I posed without thinking and then something caught my eye.

A red haired girl in a mask walked into the coffee shop and my stomach dropped. It couldn’t have been ____ right?

I bowed and called a break slipping away from the set. Entering the old coffee shop I paused in the door, frozen.

The green eyes… the smile… the hair… it was _____ but who was she with? I watched as they talked, her expressions changing occasionally. Did she have a boyfriend?

Soon she stood up and headed for the bathroom. 

Without second thought I headed for the table to see who this guy was.

Trying to making seem like an accident I bumped into his chair

“Oh sorry how clumsy of m- LEE JOON!” my eyes widened as I stared at the familiar face.

“Tech…” breathed Joon and rose to his feet.

Old memories began rolling in…

~Flash Back~

-Taecyeon P.O.V-

I was on my way to school to meet Joon and _____ when I took the back ally I knew they most likely will be heading down. I kicked a few stones and hummed to myself. I heard voices and struggle ahead. Before I knew it I was running hoping that it wasn’t what I thought.

To my horror it was worse.

When I reached the spot of struggle I was _____ on the ground and several of the guys from my gang around her.

I met ____ eyes and saw the relief in them… she was glad to see me…

“YAH! What are you guys doing!?” I yelled as I watched her head fall limp…

“Tech! You’re here to join the fun?!” yelled the leader as he jerked ____ up by the hair.

“Let her go man.” I said and pushed him.

Her body fell limp to the ground and I picked it up bridal style.

“No can do buddy. You’re a part of the gang now, what I say goes. And I say the slut goes. So let her down or else” threatened the leader, glaring me directly in the eye.

“Or what?”

“Tech where’s-“ I heard Joon’s voice behind me and turned. I turned and saw his eyes widen as he focused on the body in my arms. When I turned again a fist was flying towards my face and I was falling. I wrapped my  arms around ___ to make sure she didn’t get hurt and after hitting the ground I sprung back to my feet.

“Joon… take ____ get her out of here. NOW” I said and headed directly at the leader. We stood pressing foreheads.

“Don’t do this man, I don’t wanna hurt you.” Muttered the leader in a venomous voice.

“Like wise Hyung…” I hissed back.

I heard Joon’s retreating footsteps and sighed with relief.

She was safe…

“You’ll regret this… OK Taecyeon” and then the fight broke out.

I managed to get myself to a hospital knowing my injuries weren’t of the lightest type. With a few stabs here and there… no big deal eh?

Next thing I did was find out where ____ was and how she was.

I even went to visit her and realized… I was betrayed…

Instead of telling ____ what really happened Joon didn’t even stay long enough for her to recover fully… ___ thought I was a part of the gang that beat her up… that I hurt her… I couldn’t face her after that so… I left…

~End Flashback~

“How have you been?” I asked putting my hands in my pockets and smiling at my old friend.

“Fine… why are you here?” Joon asked stiffly.

“To tell ___ the truth.”

“About what? How you being in a gang almost killed her?”

“No, How me standing up to my gang because of her nearly killed me!” I shot back furious.

“Are you saying it’s all her fault?” Joon hissed narrowing his eyes.

“I never said that…” I shot back

“Why didn’t you come and visit her at the hospital then?”

“She didn’t want me there probably…” I sighed and looked away. “She had you…”

“There you go assuming again…  you always were like that.” Joon let out a small laugh and sat down. I looked at my old friend and smiled.

“So how have you been man?” I finally asked and sat down in front of him.

“I’ve been.. well…” Joon smiled and his phone rang.

“Text… form ____” I craned my neck curiously.

“She… left… she said she… had something to do…” Joon muttered under his breath.

Was she… avoiding me?

-YOUR P.O.V-

I walked out of the bathroom ready to head back to my table when I saw him there…

Tech was standing there arguing with Joon. His face with the familiar features from when he was still younger. Same eyes, same mouth…

My hear tightened at the sight of my best friend until it broke when I heard what they were saying.

“Fine… why are you here?” Joon asked stiffly.

“To tell ___ the truth.”

“About what? How you being in a gang almost killed her?”

“No, How me standing up to my gang because of her nearly killed me!” Tech almost yelled in Joon’s face.

I couldn’t listen any more… those few words were enough…

I almost ran out of the shop and down the street. I had no idea where I was heading but I ran. Before I knew it… I was lost… yup lost…

I looked around the some what familiar street, looking at the names of shops around me. It was quiet with only few people.

I felt tiered… not physically… emotionally… everything hit me at once… all the memories… my parents… everything. I needed to sit down.

I approached the stairs of a coffee shop and sat down

“Sorry, but we’re closing… could you come… wait _____?” called a familiar voice behind me and I turned.

“Kikwang?” I raised my eyebrow and rose to my feet.

“Why are you here?” he asked as he locked the door to the café.

“I… got lost.” I frowned… one thing I definitely didn’t want to admit. Not to him anyways.

Kikwang laughed.

“Is that all?” he asked and put his hands in his pockets hopping down to sit beside me on the stair.

“Well.. no.” I sighed and looked up.

I knew he was watching me but he wasn’t speaking.

“Do you wanna talk about it?” Kikwang said after a pause.

“Not really…” I said and got up.

“Where are you going?”

“Home.”

“Do you know how to get home?” Kikwang asked almost laughing.

“Are you making fun of me?” I glared down at him and pulled my mask over my mouth.

He chuckled and rose.

“No I just wanted to see if you wanted to go somewhere with me. Maybe get your mind off of the whole… thing you’re not telling me about.” He said and went to stand in front of me.

“No thank.”

“I’ll take you home after I promise. I’m a good boy.” Kikwang cooed behind me as I walked away from him

“I’ll call Bang, he’ll pick me up.” I shot back.

A hand had gripped my wrist.

“Come on, you skipped work so many times, I covered for you you know! You owe me!” Kikwang gave me a sly smile. That guy…

“If I go will you leave me alone after?” I muttered, I was to tiered to argue with him now.

“I’ll show you a good time I promise!” he grinned at me widely and grabbed my hand, dragging me the opposite way I was heading.

Kikwang is a strange guy.

Working on a new B.A.P FanFic

This time it’s going to be a gender bender!

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http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/169407/she-s-my-man-yongguk-zelo-himchan-jongup-bap-youngjae-daehuyn